These past few weeks have not been the best for me. Nothing bad is happening in my life don’t worry, it’s just that it seems like I have lost my creativity and love for what I do. I haven’t posted any articles last week. I hate this feeling, taking a ”break” like this to me is just wasting precious time, but I just didn’t know what to post. I want to be proud of every single one of my posts and I am VERY critical with my own work. These past few days I’ve been trying to find what is causing me to be like this. I haven’t lost my passion for what I do, it’s just that I am putting so much pressure on myself that the thing that normally makes me the happiest girl in the world is actually making my so sad and anxious.
So I thought about some tricks that I wanted to try to balance this situation. First thing that I want to work on is my organisation. It really is so hard for me to be organized and with two young kids at home and a part time job, I absolutely have to be the most organized person on the planet. I will force myself to use my planner every day and write down all the tasks I have to do for the week.
Another big problem of mine is that I am sometimes afraid to step out of the ”mold”. Its so easy to get caught up in the typical ”insta goals” pictures that you and 100 000 other people are going to do, but it really kills my creativity. I want to be more daring with my pictures and step out of my creative comfort zone.
I rolled up my sleeves, kicked myself in the butt and found the courage to write this blog post. It really feels great to share the not so perfect stuff about my life with you guys. We are all going to feel more connected and it shows you that the blogger life is not perfect.
With lots of love,